LEAVE ME ALONE NOW.

shit. MY CAMERA IS TOTALLY SCREWED UP. and i thought not having the other one was bad, BUT NOW I HAVE A SCREWED UP ONE. meaning I CAN'T TAKE A SINGLE FRIGGIN PICTURE! WTH WTH WTH. i'm so screwed up. now i have to go look for the friggin old one which i haven't used in eons and hope that i haven't screwed it up already. shit shit shit. and this probably wouldn't have happened if papa weren't a million jillion miles away in la and the camera were here, but then again it may have been the canon that got screwed up, but if i had brought this one and it got screwed up at least i'd have a nice nice camera to fall back on, but NO, he had to take the camera to la ALONG with his other camera that he won't let anyone use. SHIT SHIT SHIT. some bit in the camera came loose and now it's making a weird noise and lines are appearing across it and it's discoloured and shit. BOOOOOHOOOOOOOO.

but on the plus side i saw kongkong(: ARGH. i miss him A LOT, hardly ever see him. he gave me the nice book thing of the photo exhibit(:

after that chelsea came over(: then we went to united square, which is basically really crap, but yeah. haha, i got my nails shaped, cos i'm vainVainVAIN(: the maicurist who did my nails was called GLADYS. she had her name tatooed on her forearm, but i'dve known that anyway(: HAHAHA. but i think she kinda screwed up my nails, cos she did it so fast, so BLEAH. then we went to toys'r'us and i bought the ball for the bintan trip(: it's PINK. i like pink(: haha. AND NOW CHELSEA HAS NICE SONGS ON HER NANO THANKS TO ME. she lends me her cds and i lend her my computer(: HAHAHAHA

BINTAN TRIP IN THREE DAYS, BUT DON'T EXPECT ANY NICE PICTURES FROM BINTAN, COURTESY OF THE LOVELY PERSON WHO KNOCKED THE FREAKING THING OUTTA MY HAND

you call it self-defense, so do i. but that's okay, i still love you.
just not quite as much as before it was screwed up